And every day, the world will drag you by the hand, yelling, “This is important! And this is important! And this is important! You need to worry about this! And this! And this!” And each day, it’s up to you to yank your hand back, put it on your heart and say, “No. This is what’s important.
Before you left, you held my hand
gently, briefly, and I could feel
everything I love about you
in your hand. I could feel all of you.
Truth is, I’m a fucking romantic. I’m difficult but I promise - I’m not boring.
I get so jealous because I know how easily replaceable I am.
Leaving me was okay. People leave me all the time, I’m used to it. What hurts like hell is when you made me feel so damn special yesterday, and then make me feel so unwanted today.
I want to believe I’m not like the rest, that I’m one of a kind. Unique. I keep craving for that one special thing every poem is about, something that makes me different, that says I don’t belong here, and yet I know, I can’t fit in this puzzle any better.
you almost never realise when it’s going to be the last time you speak to someone, visit a special place, or do something you love with people you love being around. but then it’s over and you wish you could go back and do it all again, but you cant, so dont take those moments for granted
The thing is I don’t think I will ever get over you, and I’m not sure if I want to. I don’t want to find someone knew, I don’t want to meet someone else. I don’t want to kiss lips that aren’t yours, sleep beside a body that isn’t yours. I want to hold your hand, I want to hear your laughter, I want the sound of your voice, and be sitting beside you in the car. I want my future to be with you, only you. I want it to be you. Always.
You deserve to be with someone who loves every part of you. You deserve to be with someone who holds your hand while you’re driving. You deserve to be with someone who talks about you to their friends. You deserve to be with someone who knows how many cream and sugar you like in your coffee. You deserve to be with someone who kisses you when you’re upset. You deserve to be with someone who wants to travel the world with you. You deserve someone who smiles when they look at you. You deserve someone who tickles you until you can’t take it anymore. You deserve someone who stays up late watching Disney movies with you. You deserve someone that thinks everything you do is beautiful. You deserve someone who is obsessed with you, and don’t settle for anything less.
I like clingy. I like when someone purposely grabs my hand to show other people I’m theirs. I like that when something exciting happens during the day, I’m the first person you want to tell. I like coming back to an “I miss you” text message when I’m in class or taking a nap. I like that random call at one in the morning just because you wanted to hear my voice. I little gestures that show I’m important, and you enjoy having me in your life.
